Never thought it would ever come to writing this on here hoping for help but first I morally need to admit that I only read posts that start off similar to my situation till they’re not. A post that is a million words long, telling the whole story feeling like it helps you to atleast offload it. Most people are really comparing it to their own mess same as me, it’s amounted to feeling selfishly sick that their story is a different levels of things gone on, yet we are in the same boat nowhere fixing it! I should comment support but don’t. I don’t like becoming this person it’s so unfair.