d'y ever wonder where all the multiple mummies went?

[HarrogateMum]

I'm here

Morning girls xx

Godmorning Shabs, awake at 6 again but thought I wouldn`t wake yo all too early! Lovely sunny day, what will it bring?

Was Chelles nephews 18th birthday yesterday. Had a big party for him at his house last night. His Mums famous last words 'Awww Shabbs dont go yet it's only 1.30am lets have another dance!!!.....Lewis plus just 4 hours sleep is 'interesting'

Give me an hour and I`ll be round!!

Trips, it goes without saying! Morning all. Was woken this morning by next door idiot's stupid howling dog. I'd like to kill both of them. Am staying home and pottering round today to try and clear the negative energy the nightmare woman left in the house. It makes me feel anxious when there's negative energy, so got to be done. I shall also transplant some seedlings and plant some lavender.

Yes we had a great laugh (as always) except the 'Birthday boy' was out with his step-dad till about 10pm LOL....they came back to a room full of drunken female relatives. His younger brother (aged 10) also called Tommy has quite severe autism but he is used to me now. He loves all the old rock and roll music so me and him ended up dancing to 'Reet Petite' and 'Twist and shout.' He would never even make eye contact with me when I first met him but now he does maul me quite a bit.....'Shabbs I like your boobs He is a total barmpot and great fun.

Morning girls xx

Goodmorning Shabs and girls..........................sat here feeling strange, sad, lost in memories. Its Matthews "remember day" as lovely Shabs calls it. 17 years ago right now I was in the kitchen waiting for him to come down. He did at 8.15am, I left the house at 8.30am to go to work, my last words to him were, "you know where I am if you need me". He died in my garden at around 11.50am and my world changed forever.............

Oh my dear, dear friend. 'Remember days' are so difficult. Have just lit my candle in honour and with love for you and your special lad. I have no words that will help - as we both now - those words dont exist. Just want you to know that you are in my thoughts. Too many miles keep us apart but I am with you in spirit....if you find yourself struggling today my arm will be around you. Matthew I hope you are with my Matty and Gareth....take care of your Mum today sweetheart. xxxxx

Thank you my friend xx

Triplets sending you great big unmemsnetty hugs. There are no words but rest assured people are thinking of you and Matthew and your family today.

Take care xxx

Trips, if you get the chance, just check over on the other thread that I am always on xxxxx

Shabs.............they all nearly had me in tears.........what a brave bunch they are. I read some of their posts and it brings back the rawness of those early days, a place I never want to be in again. Came up to bed at 9pm, had two small drinks tonight and it has gone to my head in an unpleasant way! My darling James has just come in to say goodnight, he is such a sweet boy, he has just brushed my hair to make me feel better.................only wish his Dad would show some affection, hasn`t mentioned Matthew all day, thats his way of coping but it hurts me, I want to hear his name...............oh bloody hell:(
Lights off, tomorrow will be a new day. Kale Nits, my very special friends xx

Kale Nits my buddy. My H does exactly the same thing xxxx

Night night Trips xxx

Couldn't get to sleep last night.....managed to finally sleep about 4am...somebody texted H at 6am....it woke everybody up. Lew is just arriving.....Arrrrrrrrrggghhhh more tired than a tired man from tired street!!

Morning girls xx

Afternoon ladies. I have a severe case of can'tbearseditis. It stems from lookatthebloodysizeofyourbelly and kneesandelbowhurtsocan'tgotogymandexercise. All in all, a headwreck day, so I'll just keep head down and plough on.

and I have a migraine and ds2 has just thrown up..................oh bliss

This morning Trips I had a migraine, then the runs (sorry TMI) and then started throwing up - I still dont feel a hundred percent to be honest!!

See................we are truly soulmates:o