Im so sorry for your losses OP, I once was in the same situation as you and it truly is the most heartbreaking experience.
I had 3 miscarriages including one late miscarriage and got a referral to the recurrent miscarriage clinic, but just before my appointment I found out I was pregnant again, and fourth time lucky, I birthed a beautiful baby girl, I am now sat here feeding my beautiful baby boy too!
please don’t give up hope! You might have to experience further loss which is horrible, but it’ll bring you one step closer to your earthside baby.
also, I started to research following my third miscarriage and found out I have the MTHFR gene mutation which can cause recurrent miscarriage. For me, folic acid is actually harmful and could’ve been causing my miscarriage.
instead I took methyl folate, COQ10, and low dose aspirin for my successful pregnancies.
if you want to talk further I am more than happy to chat🩷🩷