It’s happening again and I feel so alone

[Horriblewoman]

Woke up feeling crappy, went to the toilet and there’s red blood.

Not even going to try and kid myself it’s normal pregnancy bleeding.

It’s my third loss in 15 months, although they get earlier each time (7,6 and now this one at 5 weeks).

Husband has just got on a flight to Asia for three weeks.

Not sure when I’m looking for really. Just sad very sad. I feel like it will never happen for us now.

I'm so sorry. I'm here if you need someone to keep you company.

I’m so sorry for your loss. If you want someone to talk to, please message me. You do not have to go through this alone xx

Very sorry for your loss.

I’m so sorry @Horriblewoman. You don’t have to go through this alone. We’re here if you need to talk.

Do you have other family/friends nearby that you can talk to?

In so sorry this has happened @Horriblewoman especially with your dh being away. Is your family nearby/supportive? Or a close mate you can call on?

Thanks gang, that’s very kind.

My husband has told some friends of ours who are lovely but they have lovely thing planned this weekend so I don’t want to ruin them.

My parents are off on holiday but might tell them, I weirdly don’t want to see them upset and being kind though!

I completely get that. As someone also going though a loss right now, I find it hard to accept support from people. For me, it is even harder if those people are in a “good” period of their lives (e.g. they have children and may have lovely plans with them).

Take the support, be upset and also be kind to yourself as much as you can. I have felt so low over the past week, reaching out to people on here has really helped me feel less alone.