I'm closing my Mumsnet account today. After so many miscarriages, I am giving up on having a baby, and therefore I am not part of a parenthood community and never will be.
I'm sad, and resigned, but I'm going to make every effort to make the most of the blessings that I do have.
I just wanted to send all my best wishes to all of you out there who are struggling with miscarriages and baby loss - particularly if you have no children. Society is harsh on us, and the grief is sometimes overwhelming. I wish you strength, love and support, and I want you to know you are not alone!
Take care.