I was really just looking to see if anyone has been through similar. At 19 weeks my waters broke due to an infection in my womb. My baby boy still had a strong heartbeat so I decided to keep him in there as long as I could, if he was fighting I would too. But then I got told I had sepsis and was risking my life by keeping him. In the end on 19+2 I had to 'terminate' my perfect baby boy. I am now thinking of trying again but cant find anything on why people get infections, or really anyone else who has experienced this. Is anyone else out there?? Did you get a reason for your infection?? I just feel kind of lonely in it all to be honest.