Last Friday I had a miscarriage. I was 11 weeks after 3 rounds of IVF. It was my first pregnancy. I desperately want to start being able to move on from this. Today I tried going to the gym. Everything I do seems to make the bleeding heavier, which makes me panic and feel how I did when it was happening. Wearing stupid pads makes me feel self conscious and horrible 
When did you start to feel better? I just want to feel like me again.