Sitting in bed and can't sleep - so incredibly sad I can't even begin to describe.
I had a mmc at 9 1/2 weeks back in April although the signs were that it might be going wrong from very early on with spotting and then slow growth.
We cried, grieved, picked ourselves up and tried again and after what felt like an age (but was only 4 proper months) got pregnant again.
I should be 9 weeks tomorrow and had an early scan at 7+3 for reassurance which showed everything was exactly on track. And then tonight I found brown discharge 
. I know it might not be the end but I'm trying to be realistic and realise it's unlikely to be good news.
I just don't know how to cope. I'm 36 in a couple of weeks and I figure this is my body saying I'm too old but I'm devastated
Just needed to vent really. Will call local EPU if not in full mc tomorrow morning.