I wonder if anyone can help. I feel so scared to tell anyone and upset because there is nothing I can do about it.
I used to enjoy both parts of my period cycle in different ways. Now the luteal phase comes with a moody sensitive low mood and low energy. I find it very hard to put into words. I'm angry. Frustrated. Brain foggy. Feel anxious. Low level paranoid. Have to work hard to keep negative thoughts out which means keeping all thoughts out and rage scrolling my phone.
I cannot have HRT, please do not ask me why, I just cannot. My consultant told me that I can when I am in menopause. I mean I am contemplating a hysterectomy just to get back to feeling me.
I tried antidepressants and put 3 stone on. They also made me tired.
So I am fat now. And tired from being fat. And have no motivation to exercise or do anything except for waste my life for the next 5 - 10 years until my periods stop.
The only thing that gets anything done is taking my adhd meds.
Has anything else been invented for this hormonal shit show.