I have suffered depression on & off for past 20 years. I'm nearly 50. Last summer I weaned myself off citalopram, with support from gp. I'd joined SW & lost 10stones. I felt great. I started to struggle in winter...I always find winter hard. Then realised I was having a lot of perimenopause symptoms. And have major money worries. And since Xmas struggled with diet. Saw gp & started HRT. Night sweats have stopped but craving sugary food is dreadful & I've put over a stone back in a few weeks as keep binging. Last few weeks just want to cry all the time & had some dark thoughts...wouldnt act on them, as have DD. Rang docs on 6th April, 1st app could get is 24th. Wondering if I should just stop the HRT? Have heard it can cause depression.
Any advice appreciated please?