Hi everyone,im hoping someone can give me some advice. Im a bit of a problem,im 38 tomorrow and havent had a period since i was 33. Im on morphine for pain relif and gabapentin as well as anti depressants,iv also had blood clots in my leg and my lungs. Iv got a blood clot on my lung at moment,i dont know why i keep getting them,it was just over a year since my last one. My gp is not great,my great gp left the practice last year,iv had no test to see why i keep getting blood clots and he thinks my period has stopped because of the long term use of morphine. That dosent help me i still get the menopause,the hot flushes are horrible,i cant remeber when i last slept for more than 4 hours,and over the last year iv had anxiety problem.After reeding ur posts i also think some of my other problems are down to this. I want to start hrt,but i see by some post they can cause blood clots. I really want to go on hrt,ur post are so encouraging and i want to feel like a normal person again,its been so long since i felt human. My dr fobs me off. Dose anyone have any advice. or even tips to cope with life.