YoureAnIdiotGoodNewsImTakingOv ·
17/06/2014 20:30
I have a quite severe spinal issue that means I need to be around 8.5/9 stone.
At the moment, I weight 10.5 stone. It's not pretty.
I tried walking a lot, but didn't seem to see a difference. I tried calorie counting, but I only eat 1200 calories a day anyway, and dropping below that meant my body clung on to fat.
I tried low carb for two weeks, but no difference. I'm guessing that my Pepsi Max addiction is to blame for that, but that's a whole other issue. I did try swapping onto sugar-free squash, but I think that's just as bad.
Fasting is unlikely to work for me.
So I thought I'd try running. I can't breathe. Everyone told me to run through it, my lungs would surprise me, but they didn't. I passed out and my doctor told me off.
I can't stay this weight. I'm exhausted, my spine is giving way, my clothes don't fit and I'm miserable.
The doctors can't help because I don't weigh enough for the standard help. I was put forward as a special case, but the LA can't fund my treatment at the moment, and I can't afford to do it myself.
I'm miserable tonight.