Oh gosh, what am I doing?

[stareye]

I can't even say what I've got myself into. Just needed to open up, but realise that I can't even write it down.

spill it

Won't be as wierd as some of the stuff in here tonight !

What's up?

No, people will think this is TOO weird (don't worry, its not sexual!). Its Jeremy Kyle-type stuff. I really really don't know what to do. I'm getting that shaky feeling, like everything is going to get out of control in the next few weeks.

Is there anyone else you can talk to? If Stareye is your regular name, namechange and start talking, you sound like you really need to.

We don't know you so don't worry - write it out!

Yes, but if I start writing it out, people are going to put 2 and 2 together and realise that its me - Stareye.

Can't talk to anyone about this. People would be really judgemental. I did a Yahoo search on the topic and the poster was getting a real ear bashing.

It is man-related. No, its not a married man!

In what circumstances is it wrong to have feelings for a man? Just need this confirmed, because he's been chatting to me and it all feels really normal.

are both of you single?

is he a crminal or doing something illegal?

trying to think why you shouldn't have feelings?

If you really don't want to spill perhaps have a google for more info on people who have had similar situations and see what info and opinions are out there.

Don't know what else to suggest without knowing what the problem is.

He's not a criminal, don't think its illegal.

I dont think what you could have to say would be that weird,..or that bad??? Im pretty opened minded and im sure the rest of us on here will have an open mind and be here to listen and try and help...

Im not gona be judgemental,..but i'l tell ya straight what i think, i wont be mean he he

Tell all,....and chin up :D xxxx

yeah come on spill
im open minded
and just a bitbloody noseytoo!!

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Is he related to you?

stareye
we're here to help not judge

One of you got the answer (nearly, sort of). Sorry, I just can't say. I just don't know what to do. Haven't slept all night. Feeling really shaky. Just keep imagining someone seeing this online and saying "Oh I know her, OMG!" or something like that. Its a small world after all!

Ok,...im going with your related,...so now lets talk,...tell us more please and we can try and help,..if it is that im not going to say anything bad,..if u wana private message me or one of the others then do that,...or if u wana give me ya msn address i'l add u...up to u hun,....im guessing whatever it is,..you wana chat x

How do I get in touch by MSN?

I just can't spell it out on here. I've just got an email:

[email protected]

• if anyone could contact me. Very grateful.

oh its not working when i type my address,...give me ya address and i'l add ya xx

iv added you on MSN x

Can I get your email address again? I can't get MSN to work!