i can't take it anymore

[purpley]

i am so fed up this baby he doesn't sleep day and time he can get out of bed easy i don't know what do i swear i am done with him but there no else who needs him he is the biggest mistake i have ever made now i want to kill myself i don't have a life anyway why suffer anymore.

[Whinfell10]

Sorry just seen you can't leave him in cot as he climbs out of it! Is there anywhere safe you can put him so you can just walk away for 5 mins, Even if you could go hide in the loo?!?
Another possibly crap suggestion- have you any friends with a similar age and you can take their kid for 2 hours and you re pay favour? So you get 2 hrs off? Like a babysitting circle? Sorry if useless suggestions... Just trying to think what you might be able to do to get a break