It'll be lonely this Christmas!!.. 
I am very lucky to have dc's for Christmas Eve & day & we are going to friends tomorrow, I was on a real high a few days ago, proud that I'd done so much for them on my own & convinced we'd have such a jolly time but fuck right now I feel like the only single person in the world!!
Normally if I'm feeling low I'll comfort eat but I've no appetite just want to take to my bed & cry!! 