I don't think I've ever been out on a proper date, my past relationships have been with people I've met in a platonic way eg work and have got to know them gradually.
I've been single about 3 years and I'm so nervous
- about the date going badly
- about him seeing me again without beer goggles on and regretting asking me out
- about opening myself up to the possibility of being hurt
- about my child ravaged body if things go further!
Also my child has autism and I'm not sure when to slip this into conversation.