Feeling lonely

[nikkie]

Really feeling the lack of adult conversation today, have only talked to xh and xmil briefly when dropping /picking up kids.

Don't reallyhave many friends and they have all gone to concerts today so not even anyone to phone

He was cleared in criminal court.But social workers etc still say he did it(tbh i think he did plus lots more).
Going through court for custody of my 2 boys 9 and 6.Girls are 3 and 23 mths and are dd's of xp accused of assult on ds.
hope that makes sence!lol!

Your be better off with out him.Good of you to try and change bail conditions.

oh and he's living with a past ex,sleeping on a sofa bed in her front room.I know her well and know she cant wait for him to find place of his own.

hi, just been for a bath to try an d make myself tired .

(((Toothache and Tortoise)))
Shall we have a xh bashing thread its the one thing I'm good at even after 5 years

Did bath work nikkie?
Im tired but know I will be awake for around an hour when i go to bed.

XH bashing sounds good.... wish it was more hands-on rather than a thread on MN though!

I'm drinking. Have done every night since the assault, except one when I fell asleep on the sofa at 9.30pm. Not doing me any good, but I just can't sleep in 'our' bed otherwise.

Nope still wide awake!
Been like this for a week now get tired around 2-3 am and awake at 5am, even after working full time this week (overtime)

I've got past the wanting to actual physical bashing of xh but will never forgive him for what happened between us.

I very rarely drink so im ok! Last drink i had was new years eve and that was only a mini bottle of archers.lol!

dd is sick just now too. Got a fever today, no other symptoms. But she's waking every half hour and crying, then just going back to sleep. Thats putting me off going to bed too, I'll just be woken up again!

My Dad is picking me up tomorrow morning with the kids at 7.40am.... he'll no doubt comment on the fact I smell of booze!

Its not nice when kids are sick.
Just read bit you put on spirtuality thread,sent shivers down my spine! lol!
Im 28 too btw!

Are your family helpful?

Tortoise - sends shivers down my spine too!!!
My Dad is a bit of bastard TBH. Posted on here a few times about him. He's beat my Mum a few times when I was young, so his first reaction was horror at the fact I'd had him charged....afterall I MUST have done something to deserve it! So on the opposite end I've got my Mum man-bashing! Saying well done. They are both helping with the nursery runs as its £12 in a taxi for me as I don't drive. H and both didn't drive, he passed his test first and I bought a car... which he has!!!

Both mine were coughing last week so that kept me awake too!
I'm 27

I cant drive either.Cant afford to learn!
at your dad.Least they help out with nursery runs.
My mum,dad and 2 brothers moved to Turkey last oct.Have a sister near by but we dont really get on.Apart from that i have no one.
Have made a few 'friends' through a parenting group.

My parents are brilliant, they have the kids when I work, or if I ever go out (very rarely) I also borrow their car to get to wrok ifI can't get a lift.
Just my mam can't understand why I don't want to spend all my time with her.

Thats good nikkie.You are lucky to have them.
i used to see my mum loads but it is good to have some days to yourself.

I'm off to bed now..... bottle of wine down and up at 6.20am! Thanks for the support and chat, back again tomorrow night. Same shit, but a Monday!

Night toothache.Hope you sleep ok and have a good day tomorrow.i will no doubt be here tomorrow night!Nice chatting to you.

Think i will get off to bed too!
Night to nikkie too.

Night

Hi nikkie and toothache.How are you today?
Ive had a down day,No idea why! And dd1 age 3 fell and cut her head today!

I had a bad day yeaterday, would have even preferred being in work to home.Cheered up after Rainbows though
Not too bad to day was at work but am very tired and getting clumsy.Am cooking a pizza for tea and hopefully that'll make me feel better!