Not fresh off the plane, not homesick, been good while here. Feel am treading water till we return and can't be bothered to engage/ do stuff. Am aware a waste of opportunities.
Have had depression on and off for a long while and am seeing a therapist already but rather stuck. Feel much of my feeling is from my isolated, trailing spouse lifestyle. Miss work, miss proper friends, miss enjoying my kids more from feeling chores are more shared. Miss feeling safe. Again, NOT in homesick way, but in a "I've had enough way".