... just sending hugs and hope for everyone that is going through investigations, treatment, beginning of the road, end of the road, whatever. It sucks, and New Years are awful. I know, been there, done that (for many years over).
Please remember you are not alone; there are (sadly) many of us that understand, have been where you are, and are here to listen without judging, hold hands remotely and pray that you get your wish. Hugs to all.