Is anyone else struggling today? Last night out of the blue I went on a blame rampage for miscarriage that happened a couple of months ago. Probably helped to talk but killed any Xmas spirit that we had created. Now I’m on my next FET estrogen and feel ill and crying. Checked in with the clinic yesterday so am all fine in terms of treatment. But have now been sent out the kitchen - I love cooking together - and my chap is trying to keep from being blue himself. Am a massive Xmas fan. Just can’t bring myself up today.