Second Chemical Pregnancy

[angc30]

Hey all! I was wondering if anyone has any positive stories for me? Really needing some light at the end of the tunnel!

At the end of October I had an early pregnancy loss at 5 weeks. I was had bloods done showing a raised CA125 level so I was rushed for an external ultrasound. I was really happy to hear that everything was okay and it was likely due to the loss. I was told I to ttc as usual if I'm up for it. On Wednesday I had a BFP but this morning it was BFN and I've started to bleed. The GP has referred me to a fertility specialist as we've been trying for a year but said it will likely be a wait as we're both 27 and this is only the second

I would love to hear your positive stories if you have any! This one is hitting a little harder

After two chemicals in the first year my gp basically said, 'fuck off and have more miscarriages.' I then self referred to an nhs fertility clinic and told them about the chemicals and said I was 100% right to go to them...

Fast forward another year and a half and we had a round of ivf and got our dd. I'm now 23 weeks with surprise number 2!! From one shag. I HATE people like me...

They never found anything wrong with us (unexplained), not that they looked very hard because they said ivf would fix whatever was 'wrong' with us.

So two and a half years of constant shagging with two chemicals. And then one night (we don't did much as we're both too tired and infertility really took the shine off shagging for me). I was absolutely devastated by my chemicals as I found out not long after them that sil had 'an accident' and then my best mate got pregnant... so I felt like their babies 'should have been mine' which I know is obviously just the crazy talking...