I'm watching newborn hacks on YouTube...

[AliceScarlett]

Why?! I'm starting IVF this month after 3 years TTC 1st baby. I don't feel sad or jealous, just excited. Clearly I have hope.... which is odd after 38 AFs. Is hope helpful? I worry I'm just setting myself up for crushing disappointment.
Must. Turn. Them. Off.

I find myself doing strange things like that too! I've created a whole Pinterest board for nursery ideas despite failing to conceive for almost 19 months (which I appreciate is not as long as some people). But I think it all helps with keeping positive and staying hopeful - wishing you lots of luck with your IVF 💕x

Have done both those things, glad it's not me. Sometimes when I'm feeling self-indulgent I'll look at the 'baby' section on a shop website. So unnecessary.