I want to be a mom to see how beautiful my life can be. I want to be a mom to erase the sorrows and pains of little souls who are waiting for a place where they never lack a deep affection and love. I want to be a mom to be a woman full of happiness, a complete woman who can give the heart and feel full.
I want God to give me that miracle that has not yet been granted, I want to be a mom because I deserve to be happy and show the world my constant struggle and show that I can fall and be on my knees but always with my head up and then get up again and continue because a battle lost, it is not the end of the war and to fight we have to be well and start again even if it is difficult, we must continue fighting, fight until the end, fight until we give no more, because the dream is ours.
God, are you testing us to see how strong we are? Do you want to know how far we can go? God, do you want to know how far I CAN GO? Do you want to know how much weight my shoulders can carry? Then look at me, you know my daily struggle, only know really know about my suffering, only you really know my deepest secrets, you know about my tears in the shower, you know about my sleepless nights, my sometimes short temper, but still, stand up, can you see me standing? What plans do you have for me in this life? You created me to bring children into the world and you are not watching me fight for it? I am a naked soul in these words. I will continuous, I will not give up, I am not alone, you are not alone. All things and beautiful moments, sometimes, take the time to arrive. Do not give up!