I think my IVF cycle has failed

[Bibs2014]

9 days post 5-day transfer. Grade 4 BB. Had the scratch and embryo glue.

Had that heavy feeling all morning that you get before AF arrives. Pink tinged CM early today around 4pm. Just went to the bathroom and it's red when wiping. Is there any hope? OTD is Wednesday.

Feel so down. Already have a DS from a frozen cycle so consultant told me to be cautiously optimistic.

Why hasn't it worked?

I'm 38 next month, had 14 eggs collected, 9 fertilised, 5 went to 3 days but only 2 made it to day 5. Have one in the freezer so can try again just feel so disheartened.

There is hope. I had brown spotting for about 5 days leading up to my bfp after ivf. I was SURE it hadn't worked. I think unless you get full on af, you're not out! Good luck.

AF is here

ReLly sorry if so. It sucks and there are no words.

Thank you. Going to drown my sorrows in Baileys tonight and then focus on getting fit and healthy again ready for the frozen cycle.