Off to visit with DH's Cousin today and new baby...

[mawinter]

God please give me the strength to try and remain calm this time! Last time we were there I was having Pseudo Pregnancy symptoms as a result of coming off the Cerazette, so it made things super awkward. I thanked god my arm started hurting (trapped nerves) to give me an excuse for why I did not want to hold the new bundle of joy.

I hope it went as well as can be expected. I know from experience how difficult it is. Don't be afraid to have a good cry tonight and start again tomorrow x

Thanks! Thankfully when we arrived there, there was some other people over so it was a bit of a distraction. Luckily the little one slept most of the time, so I managed to get out of holding her once again. :)