Thankyu all for your thoughts and hugs. I gave myself the day off today and took ds out for the day
Back to more of the same today....why have I ended up researching diy funerals I am asking myself? I am starting to get the feeling that whatever I come up with will be rejected any way....
Tomorrow will be more phone calls, undertaker visiting and trying to persuade dp to make a decision about any of it.
At least my past FLYing means the house is ok, and I d now have a bedroom to go hide in when it all gets to much.
Hope all are well.