I am KNACKERED, i feel like i just want to go to sleep somewhere, and i have felt like this, well, since i got up really. but heres the thing, once i have DD upstairs in bed, betwen about eight and nine (DP does bedtime) i am wide awake. I then stay up watching shit on TV until midnight or half one I would go to bed, but im NOT TIRED My body is being terribly mean to me right now
It doesnt help that DD is still in with us (aged 3) but that should be sorted within the next few weeks.
I want SOME time to myself and that is why i think we end up staying up so late, but i feel like shit and i know this is a big part of it