I have a colonoscopy in the morning and just started the prep. I have had a couple of colonoscopies before and was pretty chilled about it but now feeling a bit sorry for myself!
It's also a preventative colonoscopy due to previous issues and as I don't have any symptoms at the moment I feel like it isn't really necessary. So I am freaking out about going to hospital during covid times when I don't really need to, like I could have postponed it by a year or so?
I feel like Karma is going to make it go wrong or something. Just have a bad feeling generally. Am I being stupid?
I wish I was a 'bury head in the sand' person and hadn't booked it in :(