I’m not ‘normal’

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I don’t feel normal, I’ve been diagnosed with Vaginismus which I’m dealing with with a gynaecologist, I have a very supportive partner and without uploading pictures this is hard to describe but I’ve noticed a small lump as far as I can go in my vagina (not too far due to the Vaginismus) but I’ve noticed that on inspection I’ve got another lump towards the opening of my vagina, I have booked an appt at the doctors as even if it’s nothing I do actually need to go. It’s quite small but noticeable and I can feel it and whitish. Anyone else ever have these or is it normal. Because of my Vaginismus I’ve never known much about my vagina as I’ve never been comfortable with it and can’t seem to find much online!

I'm not medical, so I can't really help with what it is, but i just wanted to say, you are perfectly normal!
Many women have problems and issues around their vaginas and sex life. The very fact that youhave a name for your condition tells you that there are pthers out there who struggle just like you do.

Thanks so much for your reply and support. Hopefully the doctors can help me but I always think of the worst

Small bump sounds far more like general warts or cysts or something like that. I’m not sure what you classify as ‘the worst’ but that wouldn’t be it for me. But good that you’re booked in to get checked and hopefully it won’t be anything of any major concern.

It’s not genital warts, Vaginismus means I can’t have penetrative sex, that and my only ‘sexual’ partner has only had me as a sexual partner. Also I had a check up a few weeks ago at the doctors to diagnose my Vaginismus, so these are relatively new small white lumps, if anything the one I can see reminds me of a large skin tag but white, and there’s one inside which I can’t see. The worst for me obviously wouldn’t be cysts/warts but if you read the original post, I don’t really understand what my vagina should be like as because of my vaginismus I’ve never been comfortable with it so just not sure if it’s normal at all. They don’t cause me any pain they just seem to of appeared. Thank you for your reply

Hope all was ok when you saw your doctor, OP.