I’ve only just stumbled across this phobia online this morning but i think I may have it...
Had a miscarriage at start of year where I bled quite a lot... had subsequent operations for endometriosis...
Now on my second period since surgery and I feel so depressed. I’m changing my sanitary towel like every 15-30 minutes because I can’t bare to see too much blood on the pad.
My first period after surgery was absolutely fine, I feel with this second one I’m waiting for it to be horrific. Which is a horrible mindset to be in as I can’t concentrate on anything.
Sorry I just needed a rant x