Hi
I am a bit low at the moment because of certain symptoms. I also suffer from health anxiety - so please be gentle.
I have had pain in my shin bone for about 6 weeks now - this past weekend, a lump developed. It's not very defined, more of a mass but it feels hard. The pain is now pretty constant.
Because I suffer from health anxiety I am always reluctant to go to my GP because I am worried she thinks I am a hypochondriac. I finally went to see her yesterday and I was referred for an Xray which I had in the afternoon. I now need to wait 7 - 10 days for the results.
I do try not to Google but I have read awful stories where the x-ray didn't pick up anything but it turned out to be cancer. Cancer is the thing that triggers my health anxiety the most.
I've also had a cough for the past three months (but my husband has also had a cough) and earlier this year had an enlarged spleen - I had a blood test at the time and it was normal and my spleen reduced in size the next time I went for an ultrasound. I have been having tingling in my arms and legs as well.
My GP doesn't seem to want to listen to all my other symptoms but just wants to deal with one thing at a time. So I have to book another appointment for the tingling - I want her to look at the complete person not just individual symptoms because it feels like she is not putting the pieces of the jigsaw together. (Yes, I don't have a lot of faith in my doctor unfortunately.) The surgery was empty yesterday but it felt like she wanted to hurry me out of the door.
I guess I just need to hear some reassuring words right now. Even if it turns out to be something awful, I need to know how to get through the next few weeks waiting for the results and getting a proper diagnosis of what's wrong. And also how to stand up for myself to get a proper opinion. Feeling pretty terrified.
Has anyone had something similar and it turned out to be something simple that went away? Thx