After being diagnosed with partial focal seizure epilepsy I am waiting for an EEG and MRI before they medicate me. I have another 3-5 weeks before I get these tests. I have had 3 seizures today, I’m feeling so shit. I feel like a complete burden. I’m going to have to stop riding my motorbike which I love so much, it’s a past time that my OH and I do together. I know there are a lot worse off people out there but I am really really feeling shit today.