Hello...
I've been referred for an endoscopy via my GP (ongoing issues with nausea, indigestion, lack of appetite, etc. not resolved by a couple of courses of Omeprazole).
GP didn't say it was urgent, but I've already been called by the hospital offering me three different appointments at short notice. I freaked out and declined the first two (not enough notice for work/childcare) but have today accepted an appointment for 20th Feb.
I am so scared. I have a serious fear of vomiting which affects every part of my life. The greatest fear for me is losing control and being sick in front of someone. Everything I've read suggests that retching and vomiting (acid, fluid) during the procedure is inevitable. Even with sedation. The hospital I'm going to don't offer sedation as standard although the lady on the phone said I can ask for it. However, I'm also sacred that the sedative will make me sick.
I know I should have this done. I declined referral a few moths ago and symptoms then got worse. I've actually felt a bit better in the past few weeks and am starting to think I might be wasting the hospital's time.
I'm just dreading it. Does anyone have any experience that could reassure me? What will I feel like afterwards? Will I be fine to work the next day?
Thank you
BI x