I am swaying between massive panic maybe even overreacting and burying my head in the sand. But. Over the past three month I've been regularly spotting brown blood between my periods - at varying points in my cycle.
No sex for years so not pregnant. I was thinking it may be menopause related but I've no other symptoms.
I'm absolutely terrified of going to the GP 
A smear is a challenge enough due to previous trauma, although I did have a smear last year - for which I actually ended up at the hospital as nurse couldn't get the right angle apparently.
Am I going to have to book an appointment here?