Hello
Wondering if anyone can help put my mind at rest 
I have previously had a number of colposcopy's due to abnormal cells which the hospital advised to monitor rather than remove. I'm due for my next in four weeks after giving birth 10 weeks ago. During labour a had an internal second degree tear which was stitched, I had a number of complications including an infections which have now left me terrified of having a colposcopy! I'm too scared to even dtd still!!!
Has anyone been in a similar position? I'm so tempted to just cancel the appointment 
I've never had any problems with the colposcopy before.
Thanks xx