I have had tenderness in my left breast for a few weeks now and have sort of ignored it really. It feels bruised to touch in a sort of band at the top. Now I've finished work for Christmas and my attention has focused on it a little more. Last night I googled how to do a breast examination and had a go. My breasts feel lumpy generally so I tried comparing the two and I'm fairly sure there is an area close to the pain that feels different and lumpier. I have phoned for a Drs app this morning and am going this afternoon. I am feeling terrified now. It hurts more today and sort of feels angry but I'm sure that's all the poking and prodding. I know statistically odds are its nothing sinister but the rational part of my brain is not winning this morning.