trying not to get my hopes up.

[misdee]

perfect weather for accidents isnt it? you never know, maybe the phone will ring tonight.

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me too, fed up of waiting.

i drove past harefield hospital last night and thought of you. hope something happens soon

How is he doing? He seemed a bit down the last time we spoke.

Look I'm back online!!!

he has been down a bit, lots of little things niggling him. he has clinic on tuesday, hopefully no problems.

just fed up with it all myself, and its not really me waiting is it?

i am in that strange sicky feeling of calm. i hate it. can feel my heart beating away, and i feel sick.

and the call hasnt come in. imagine how i will be when it does!

it must be incredibly hard to live with.