I was supposed to have a doctors appointment this afternoon and was all ready to go but they've just called to cancel it and now am getting myself in a right state.
I have some weird symptoms - since I was 20 I've had 'cervix' issues, told I had an eroding cervix which explained why I bled after sex sometimes. So I've just always sort of lived with it, pretty untroubled by it.
But at this moment, I have had a bloody/dark blood discharge for 2 weeks, I have lower back pain (which I cannot think is through an injury and seems to be getting worse) and I just feel unwell, knackered and unmotivated - which is just not like me at all.
I am fit - lots running events. I have been eating properly (that has been an issue previously - not enough), not drinking and don't smoke.
Dr. Google tells me I have cervical cancer.
I can't see a doctor now til Thursday unless I go for an emergency appointment tomorrow. Is it an emergency? What do I do? Do I really have cervical cancer? I don't want it. And can't stop crying now today - I've never been ill.