Hi. What level of abnormal did you get? I had CIN III (The most severe) and was understandably bloody terrified.
I only had to wait a week for my colposcopy (assume thats what you're having?).
The colposcopy was ok really, similar to a smear, but legs up in stirrups. Then she used a microscope thing, then the tv screen to the side of me showed a very magnified version of my cervix. She then inserted a solution to show up the abnormal cells. There were only 2, and I had the option of coming back at a later date, or having them removed there and then. I chose to have them removed right away to get it over with.
First she injected some local anaesthetic into my cervix (not gonna lie, that bit hurt but only for a second). Then she removed the cells using the LLETZ procedure. This is a heated wire that burns the cells away. Didnt feel this at all but the smell was horrific. The nurse advised me not to watch the screen during the procedure, although DH did watch!!
They sent part of it off for biopsy which came back clear, although she had already said at the time that it definitely didnt look like cancer.
I was told that it takes around 10 years for the abnormal cells to progress to cancer. It was my first ever smear and I had been sexually active for about 8/9 years by then, so I was worried as I obviously had no idea how long the cells had been abnormal.
As hard as it sounds, try not to worry.
. A site that I found helpful was Jo's Trust (sorry not sure of the www but if you google it it will come up) x