2 years ago I had a NSTEMI. It was a real shock I had been very very stressed anyway felt better but then in nov/oct had some palpitations. Long and short ended up with a diagnosis of paroxysmal AF. I am so so frightened I am paralysed from taking any action I know I need to get on with my life get fit manage my stress etc. I know by having medication it reduces my risk but I am terrified I am going to have a stroke, MI die young.