HI was wondering if theres anyone out there that can offer some advice, im 29 yrs old and ever since I started my periods at 13 iv had problems with heavy bleeding and pains iv just finally been referred for colcospy after having 8 abnormal smears over a period of 5 years my first abnormal was in 2003 after having my first child they said it didnt mean nothing but only since I had my last child in 2003 that I started to worry as I always bleed after sex and I constantly have abdo pains iv had 2 miscarriages and four very difficult pregnancies also when I have smears im in so much pain and bleed for days.so I had my colcoscopy after I ept annoying my doc and iv had a letter saying I have cin2+3 and a high risk hpv so I now have to go for lletz which I am really scared as wen I had the colcoscopy she said it wud prob only be cin1 and thats nothing to worry about, plus the procedure sounds very scary and I get very anxious and I jus dnt no wots hapoening wot does this mean and ehat happens now as I have got it in my head I have cancer iv even gone and tsken out life insurance im that scared!!!!!