.. because I have another colposcopy on friday (after having a loop excision operation following an abnormal smear in August)
.. I've had stupidly annoying raft of health issues since the op (unconnected) and have turned slightly inward when it comes to health matters
.. can't work out why I'm nervous now .. keep thinking he's going to say 'oh well that didn't work and this is why you're so knackered / poorly"
kick me in the bum please