So I dont have anybody else to talk to about this but I just discovered that my partner and his mom has been talking about me behind my back. I saw all the messages on his phone when I went to set his alarm for work in the morning and saw a text from her asking if he was okay which I thought I would reply to on his behalf as he does the same for me, that's when I saw all the messages that I'm lazy, I dont do anything, I take ages to wash up my babies bottles and how I cant look after her properly. I've been suffering from depression for years now and now I'm suffering from postnatal depression on top, also my dad passed away very unexpectedly just less than a month after I gave birth. They both know this and I thought I had a fantastic relationship with them both so I thought they would understand, never did i imagine my own partner calling me a lazy bitch and his mom saying she'll have a go at me and that she has to look after my daughter because I cant do it properly and I'm lazy but my partner cant even look after our child for 5 minutes without calling me to have her back. Worst thing is we all live together at his moms and i dont have anywhere else to go. I dont know what else to do.