I discovered something!
I can't roll pastry. It simply won't cooperate with me and starts sticking and breaks and stuff. Pastry was fine when I learnt to make it at my gm's knee, and for most of my life, it was a skill I had down pat. Sudden disability, pg etc stopped me making pastry for a loooong time and now I buy it. But I can't roll it, someone else has to do that bit for me, and it's never quite right.
The other day, I was sooooo frustrated I threw a large handful of flour at the mess on my board. I kneaded it (gently). Better. More flour went in. PERFECT!!!!!
People, I CAN roll pastry! I always could. I just bowed my head to the Gods of Mechanisation and let myself believe I was wrong and they were right. "Do not adjust the pastry the Gods have deemed is perfect and sold to you."
Ha, I feel better now. 