to enjoy starving myself

[OwlsandMice]

I’ve lost 11kg in the past 6 weeks and I’m thinking that I am enjoying inflicting suffering on myself.

Anyone else had the same experience?

I know I am probably doing damage to my bones and organs but I don’t care enough to stop.

I had issues with this when I was in an abusive relationship. It’s the only control I had sadly. You need to access counselling

Lots of people have the same experience - it is called an eating disorder. Please seek help as the earlier you can catch this the better.

Have you spoken to anyone professional about this? Sounds like you need help.

I am going through a separation atm so that might be contributing to it