Just can’t think straight

[Leo89]

Hello all
I have posted before about my traumatic break up after 5 years. My friend also committed suicide recently over their break up. We had felt so low together that I find it hard that she just went/gave up :(

I don’t think know how to think straight. I had counselling but I can’t afford it anymore.

My ex is so happy and in love and I feel my life is over. My best friend is also gone

Hi Leo, I am so sorry that this has happened to you and that you have lost your best friend.

Your life is not over yet, there is a life waiting for you out there but you may not be ready to take the step towards it yet. Don't focus on your ex, there is nothing but unhappiness in doing that, instead wilfully focus on yourself. Plan, organise, hope for your new life with every breath you have and one day you will be able to step out towards it.