Cut a long story short I suffer really bad mental health issues, am currently waiting to hear from the mental health team.
Me and my husband has been together 9 year and got 2 kids together married July last year, he left me in October last year, I was saying some hurtful things to him when we argued over the years and kept going to my neighbours house every night. He said he doesn't love me, and that feelings and love can never come back. He said he wanted space when he first left but I kept messaging him until about a week ago. I've currently moved away from the neighbour that kept asking to lend money and other things, which he never liked but am to soft to say no.
What am trying to say is I don't want to give up on marriage, what's the best way to rekindle and show him what he is missing and chucking away. How can I get my husband and father to my kids back.