Just that. Not expecting any actual help here.
I don't meet anyone indoors because I don't want to chance taking infection to my adult DD who lives with me.
She has ME and T2 diabetes, so is likely to have a bad reaction to covid and/or to get long covid.
I sometimes meet friends for a walk outside but have 2 hobbies I really love which are done inside with others so of course there's no chance of doing them.
I know there are many people who are worse off than me and can see that in posts on MN.
I just feel miserable, tho.