Im in my 3rd year. Finished my final clinical placement in December...loved it but it was exhausting.
Now doing dissertation and exams etc.
Do like my course but before COVID found the politics tough and didnt like my 2nd placement.All i do now is study...it's full on.
After Covid i have mixed feelings...want to qualify but nervous about working.
Accountability seems huge in NHS ....rightly so but creates an anxoius environment.
At the same timed im proud of NHS but ferling ' survivors guilt'....while qualified staff are on the front line, im at home with my laptop.
Also worried about work/life balance due to shift patterns.DH and dd are my world and work pays bills. This career was a calling for me yet i have a love/ hate relationship.