I feel scared...

[MyNameWas]

I’ve been fine for a while but feel really down today ...feel scared.
I’m scared about catching the virus-
Scared about looming job loses
Scared about the so called second wave
Scared I’ll not be able to fly for a while to meet my family
Scared about the lack of political leadership and social unrest
Feeling really low...not sure how to pull myself out of this

I needed to see this thread today, I've been really struggling the last couple of days and it's nice to know I'm not alone! I'm in the shielding group so have barely left the house since 20th march, haven't been for a walk or anything! Also found out in April that I'm pregnant which although I'm over the moon about, I feel like I haven't been able to enjoy it properly as a FTM because of the current situation. Especially my husband not being able to come to scans with me :( I'm terrified of having to go back to work and putting me and my baby at risk. I'm also terrified of not going back to work and not being able to afford to get by! I'm scared there will be a second wave and I won't be able to have my mum at the birth with us and I just really miss how everything was before :(